Melancholy...

The saddest episode of Futurama...Fry's dog never stops waiting for him to come home...


...and then he dies, hopes never realized.

...sigh.

Bookish

What is the dealio with the festival of books? It's hard to imagine people actually reading for entertainment in college...i felt like a complete weirdo when I was carrying around freakanomics into dining halls so I could read.

I'd check the festival out...but that would involve walking.

So instead I will sit down and update Bay's books. Of the financial kind. Very booky.

I'm doing laundry...for the first time in a month. I know you're disgusted, but I don't care. Although I do have to admit sleeping in really dirty sheets and comforters wasn't exactly the best experience. Just to be clear, I don't actually like being dirty. I'm very much looking forward to a week of cleanliness. Maybe I'll get a haircut too.

AIM is not working. How sad. Why is the AIM dude so angry?
I feel so isolated without aim. It is my only means of communicating with the outside world! AIEEEEEEE

So...

...eventful week.

I'm still uncertain about some things but I don't feel as alone. Which is good.

I want a hug though. I don't have a hugging buddy this year. how sad.

Tomorrow is the BAY Soccer Tournament. Westwood Park, here I come. As soon as I find out where you are.

It is kind of hard to imagine sitting there watching firms play soccer for 5 hours though. Which means that I should probably join one of the teams.

hahahahaha...like that's gonna happen. I'll probably end up leaving early and climbing back into bed. Or more likely, leaving early and climbing into my chair to update Bay's records.

It's kinda sad that the thing I look forward to the most every week is when I can order out food. But then, I am number 1 fats0rz.

On the other hand, I also get to see cynthia h'su and watch arrested development with her. One of the few things in this world that can actually draw out...dare i say it... a laugh(!) from her. I find it very depressing that whenever she looks at me, all I see is glaring hatred, but when she looks at jason bateman from her precious arrested development, her eyes are filled with giddy merriment. Dam you Jason Bateman! I'll eat you!

Tony is one cool guy. He started a blog! Maybe if I get less lazy sometime, I'll ask him if I can link it here.

Alright, that's it! Huzzah! I'll _____ YOU! YOU'RE a _____. Oh god, tear, double tear, upside down tear, i hate you, i hate you so much, come and take me HOOOOOMEEE! Lead me to your dooor. Take me where you are...

...at least just for a while.

I'm lucky to have such good friends. :)

Grah!

...

...there wasn't udon today.

if u could see inside me right now you'd see my soul shattering.

I can't wait for...

...UDON! Today is Udon day at Hedrick! They better not substitute udon with that posticker crap that they totally mess up. Otherwise I will be angry.

The always-loved nabeyaki udon with shrimp tempura, various mushrooms, fishcake, vegetables of some sort, and of course...UDON! *chomp*

OMG did you know there was INSTANT UDON?! ...actually I already did because Michelle gave me one of hers and it was DELICIOUS. But still, I like to marvel at its amazingness.

Sigh...if only that were my hand using those chopsticks, bringing those sweet sweet noodles into my mouth. If only. If only...

Another kid eating MY udon! What is wrong with the world! Give me that bowl, punk.

Um...you look kinda creepy and so does your udon. So you can go ahead and keep that. Yes.

Shameless

Ok I admit it. The stress got to me. Even though I guess it's not really that much compared to some other people. It's just an adjustment I have to make I guess.

It kinda feels weird. Like I originally thought I wouldn't have to put THAT much into BAY...but then again I did expect to. How...contradictory. I don't know. I've been trying to be a lot more proactive about BAY...hopefully it shows.

mmm...Fast Track is tonight. I'll be there from probably 6:30 to 9:30ish. woohoo! goooo fast track!

ok bye.

...why do i feel so

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